It’s been a long
time. I am posting something today after a very long break.
Past one year has
been very tough for me. Tears sadness and
anxieties were my constant companions.
It was the end of Feb
2015 when I had to rush for an emergency USG, what it revealed was shattering
for me. Doctor said that he couldn’t detect the fetal heartbeat. My world
turned upside down, no words could explain the turmoil my soul went through. I
felt empty and lost.
Well with time I
managed to gather some strength. Made peace with what happened and reignited
the flames of hope and faith. With God’s grace I was again able to conceive within
the next two months and then started the roller coaster ride of pregnancy. There
were lots of ups and down during the entire tenure of 9 months, I was down with
viral fever, some unexpected bleeding and difficulty with keeping track of
fetal movements. This was all followed by an emergency C- Section delivery, 3
weeks before the expected date.
And then as we say God’s
love is so wonderful, I could really feel it, it was my
moment of truth when for the very first time I had my tiny being in my arms.
Just two of us with love and only love
around. Nothing is comparable to the feel and touch of
your own child.
Life is indeed unexpected.
But one thing is for sure have faith and never let it die. Believe in miracles
they really happen.
